The presence of a life other than my own surrounds me
The scent of lavender lightly fills the room as I light a candle to see who it is
Who is this life that gives me a chill as I try to speak.
No words only the feeling of comfort as the chill begins to warm
Now gentle footsteps that once followed behind me now stand before me.
Her perfume is in the air as I stand quietly and still
I can feel her breath on my neck as she breathes
But still no words only the comfort that surrounds me
In a room lit only by the flicker of candle light.
Her fingers drift softly thru my hair as the candle slowly dies
Taking me into a place that is the air that she breathes
she gives me a glimpse into the beauty that lives inside her eyes .
Not a breath to waste and no time to speak
As I fall into comfort I see the beauty that surrounds her
She stands before me and still no words.
Unknown truths known only by me
Bring me to this place of love and disparity
And such a feeling that gives darkness to each passing day
Also brings the light that shines thru the windows of my soul
As I hold back the tears I wander into the void of pleasant thoughts
Where unknown truths wait for me.
Only here, only right now can I fight the darkness
Only I can bring the light into the garden of my life
Just as I am, accept me just as I am and I will bring the light.
For all that is known and all that has past
Unknown truths are inside just as I am
And disparity is no more than dried tears that will fall no more.
Just as I am as the light shines thru the windows of my soul
I am here.
It’s always cold on the cuyamaca ridge just above El Capitan
As the evening sets the cry of condors echoes thru the canyons
I can hear the call of angels
I can taste the rain as it falls.
The clouds are moving in rapid circles
And lightning has touched the ground
The condors cry has turned to silence as the world keeps spinning around.
Look to the sky forever more
Touch the air that you breath
Feel the thunder of a thousand years that brings you to your knees.
As I lay in wait and drink the pouring rain a vision of flight comes over me
Across the ocean and to its shores I hear the condors cry
A tapestry of memories covers the earth below
And I cry.
Just like the condor my cries echo thru the canyon walls across El Capitan
Creating a swan song of life and the memories it holds.
Cuyamaca hides the sun until the final hour
It is then that all is forgiven and my cries are heard no more.
Place your penny in the jar then close your eyes and dream
And listen for the thunder
Wait for the lightning
And drink the pouring rain.