I was a pre-teen in 1947, the year the Brooklyn Dodger

organization brought Jackie Robinson up from their farm team in

Montreal.  I wasn't aware of the historical significance of the

event,  only that there was a new, potentially great player

joining our "Beloved Bums" and that he would help us beat our main

pennant rivals, the St. Louis Cardinals, which, in turn, would

earn us the chance to finally beat-- no, not just beat-- humble!  

humiliate!  destroy!  those damn Yankees at long last.  

     If there were editorials on the sports pages about the

"Negro situation," I didn't know of them-- my nose was forever

buried into the box scores and stats.  Record books on the order

of the Louisville Slugger Yearbook, a freebie I sent away for

each year from that famed baseball bat manufacturer, showed us

"how to play shortstop like Lou Boudreau" but made no mention of

race restrictions in our National Pastime.     

     Those were the days before Little League, and we played ball

in the various empty lots scattered throughout our Brooklyn

neighborhood.  I may not have batted high in the order of our

Avenue “F” Cyclones, but no one else on the team knew Ty Cobb's

lifetime batting average or had ever heard of Napoleon Lajoie or

Zack Wheat, the first "big name" Brooklyn Dodger all-star!  

The only "hate" I was aware of was the hate we all shared for the

New York Yankees!  For someone like a Stan Musial who would come

to Ebbets Field and kill us, it was more of a love-hate.  He was

so good I was forced to rationalize, "Well, if someone had to hit

the winning R.B.I. against us , I'm glad it was him and not some

other Cardinal creep!"  It was a lot easier to idolize other-than-

Dodger-rival heroes, like Ted Williams, of course, for they were

in the other league dedicated to beating in the brains of the

Yankees.  Hah!

     At the time, I regarded Hank Greenberg's 58 homers as a

stat alone, impressive to be sure, but never hearing about how

"they wouldn't give the Jew a decent pitch to swing at” in those

last games of the season to keep him from breaking The Babe's 60

home run record until much later on.  60 homers in one season

remained an electrically charged stat long after Greenberg's run

for the record books.  Many Yankee fans rooted against their own

Roger Maris's heroic attempt and eventual "asterisk" triumph

hoping that their favorite slugger, Mickey Mantle, would be the

one to break Ruth's record.  No Dodger fan would ever be so

unsupportive of one of our own.    

     I remember clearly the first game I attended in the 1947

season and how disappointed I was that all the buttons said

"Jackie."  What about my hero, Pee Wee Reese?  I was too young and

naïve to realize the true significance of a black man finally

participating in a previously all-white baseball world.  After

all, many of my boxing heroes were black (as were college

football stars and entertainers) and I didn't know one kid who

rooted for Billy Conn in his rematch against Joe Louis for the

heavyweight title.  

"Why only 'Jackie' buttons?" I asked.  "I want a Pee Wee

Reese button!"  The black vendor smiled down at me and said,

"That's because Jackie's a Negro, son.  The first."  What

difference did that make?  I loved Pee Wee and I wanted a button

to prove it!  The only feeling I experienced that moment was

disappointment as I purchased my “Jackie” button.  How I wish I

still had it today.     

     Of course, I soon became an ardent Jackie fan too, but

mostly for his baseball ability as his stats would define.  

Indeed, Robinson won the National League batting championship in

1949 with a .342 average and I was ecstatic that a Dodger achieved

that distinction  -- any Dodger.  Batting .342 was a respectable

average for a batting champion then as it is now, but again, out

of context.  The handicap of emotional pressures on Robinson's

shoulders was surely worth another 30 or 40 points.

     It wasn't until later, as an adult working for Civil Rights,

that all Jackie Robinson had accomplished finally came into true

focus.  Those achievements are excluded from the stats, along with

the "bad pitches" thrown to Hank Greenberg and the hate letters

delivered to Hank Aaron as his quest for 715th career home runs

(to surpass Ruth's record of 714) neared its glorious finale.  

     The years have made my love for Jackie Robinson complete.  

I love him for all the wrong reasons, and all the right ones.

Nick Meglin is a writer living in North Carolina.

On Jackie Robinson and Stats

Nick Meglin

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